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the most significant thing that's happened to me recently is definitely the end of my exams! i've finished year 13 so i'm free of school, and i'm not going to university (at least not for a few years) so that's pretty sweet. but also scary, because i'll have to get a job soon and job-hunting looks terrifying honestly. i'm also terrible in social situations (luv that anxiety) so anything with a lot of people stuff is a giant red flag for me. i guess i'll get by somehow. i'm working on my writing and art (just opened commissions for the first time) so i'm just hoping that'll take me somewhere, really.
on a more negative note i have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression (fortunately nothing severe) which explains quite a lot of the stuff i've been feeling. i'm having counselling sessions starting the 29th, so hopefully that'll go well.
i'm also gonna be 18 in august!! yay for growing up or something (…) man i joined v4 when i was 11, how time flies.
so all in all: crawled out of secondary school, now sitting in an odd middle-ground where my birthday is coming up but so is a giant waterfall of Stuff