it's embarrassing how my current crush on a real live actual person i want to be in a relationship with is way less intense than my current crush on a cartoon character
par for the course for me i guess but i was hoping i'd grown out of this
like literally i am infatuated with pearl from steven universe
and with my “it's complicated” buddy its not as. big and loud. it's soft and comfy. those are weird ways to describe feeling but whatev. i guess that could be a good sign bc that kind of infatuation isn't always healthy??