Heron
I've been feeling so horrible this whole month, and I can't make it go away.
I hate that I can't be what everyone else needs and wants me to be, because I can't even be that for myself. My family says they're proud of me, but I know I'm a disappointment, and at this point, I can't ever fix that. I'm never going to be able to be good enough. I'm a failure and a disappointment and lonely and scared and depressed and exhausted all the time, and I just want to go back to before everything went wrong.